Seeing My Faith in a Whole New Light

Many years and experiences ago, I always felt a deepthis or say it, again, he brushed me off with, "Oh we
presence of God in my heart. I grew up as a Catholicare always being accused of these things and
who faithfully went to church, but there was alwaysattacked." Humm, I wondered why that was. In the first
an empty spot that ached to be filled. I was so full ofpart of Matthew it says Mary and Joseph did not have
questions and needed more. I began reading the Biblerelations UNTIL Jesus was born. In history, it was
at age 21 and taught a religious education class forunthinkable for a couple to not consumate their
about 10 years, but something was missing. Somethingmarriage. Luke 8 discusses Jesus' mother and
was not adding up. About at the age of 24, I had anbrothers. Galatians 1:18 discusses Paul meeting Jesus'
awesome experience which took me to new heights. Ibrother James, whom they claim wrote the book of
cannot explain what happened, but it was like oneJames. In Matthew 13:55 it lists Jesus' brothers James,
morning I woke up and was literally a new person. IJoseph, Simon, and Judas by name. So, why do they
saw life literally in a whole new light. I had remorse forcall Mary a virgin and pure? She was when God
the things I did in the past and had to call individuals tochose her to be the mother of Jesus, but the Bible
say I was sorry. I had to make right some of thesays the opposite of still being a virgin. Well, "Father"
wrongs I did. It felt great! From that point on, I really didDee's response was that the word brothers meant
some searching. I read the New Testament from acousins. Ok then, did Jesus lie when He said every
couple different Bibles and read the whole Catholicword to the smallest curve was true? I do not think so.
Bible. I collected and read so much material I could getOn Baptism, no where is it meant for infants. The Bible
my hand on. When I home schooled my son, wesays, and Paul stressed over and over, that baptism is
studied the churches and history of the Bible infor the remission of sin - to be washed completely
concordance with the history of the world. It took meafter one confesses Christ. Read Acts 2:38, 8:36-38,
about 16 years to realize I had to have even more and22:16, 10:48, Mark 16:15-16, 1 Peter 3:20-21, and even
some of the issues with the Catholic faith reallyCorinthians 5:17 and Galatians 3:27. Christ says that
bothered me. Several of those included praying to theonce we confess and are baptized, He will remember
saints, Jesus' mother Mary being prayed to and madeour sin no more. One also needs to understand that
into a "virgin" and assumed into heaven, communionbaptism meant the whole body being emmersed in
being changed to the actual body of Jesus andwater to symbolize total cleanliness, not a sprinkle on
sacrificed over and over every Sunday, to baptism.the forehead. There are pictures of those "baths" in
There were just too many issues and for a little while, Ithe Archeological Bible. In Matthew 18:3 and Mark 10:13
was confused and scared of change from something IJesus Himself said the children are innocent. Several
have always grown up with. I knew I had to getargue that it reads that if only you believe you are
personal with God and get it right. So, I recentlysaved, but if they read (I think Corinthians) a chapter or
became a Christian and boy did the "Catholic"two before that statement, they will know that Paul
community and family members throw a fit. So inalready told them to confess and be baptized. Jesus
response to some family members, I decided to writewas NOT a baby when He was baptized, he was
down the main reasons why I left the Catholic faith tomuch older than that. We are suppose to live by
become a Christian. I decided to share this article toexample so I really wonder why they changed that to
help anyone else out there struggling with their faith.infants. One cannot take one thing out of text. Has to
Please keep in mind that I do use make believe namesbe read as a whole to completely understand it.
in this article.I preceeded to tell "Father" Dee that I understood the
I looked back through the years at how others treatthought behind the infant baptism that led the Catholics
those who seek and convert and saw how theyto put into place the sacrament (which are not
were treated. For example, my sister andsupported in the Bible) of Confirmation. As a teen, I
brother-in-law. They were hurt so bad by those whowas not ready to fully understand what accepting
claim to be of the Lord and show love that God saidChrist meant. My Confirmation was a joke. "Father"
was top priority. I recall not long ago she saying howCam who taught our class talked about his night
her family would make snide remarks as they wouldbefore parties and I remember one day going
come in the door on Holidays. And I, being amongsomewhere with a group of us girls and when he got
those inside, had my eyes and heart opened to love ofaround the sharpest curve going down the knobs, he
family and why Jesus said He came to separate notbacked his car up. It was a joke. As far as the infant
join. God also says in John 4:6 that those of God listen,baptism because Catholics believe also in "original" sin,
but those who are not do not listen and that is howwell Ezekiel 18:20 says we do not inherit or are
we recongnize the Spirit of truth and of falsehood. Theresponsible for our father's, or even sons, sins. Humm.
more I searched, the more hypocrisy I saw. God saysAs far as the sacraments being put into place to save
we should seek Him and He will find us and He foundus, well that is wrong because only going through
me.Jesus Christ and accepting Him can save us. First
In seeking, I found so much in history that disturbed me.Communion, Confirmation, and some of these other
The Roman Catholic popes of old loved control to thethings were added or changed to suit man. They claim
point of hanging, beheading, and torturing those who didif the Bible does not say it, then it is alright. No, God
not follow their way. There was a man named Tetzelsays the opposite. He says in Matthew that every
who sold "indulgences," or papers to get out of a soword to even the smallest curve is true.
called "purgatory" (purgatory is a supposed placeGalatians 1:8, Deuteronomy 4:2, Proverbs 30:5 & 6, and
where one goes after death to be punished beforethe last paragraph in Revelations says to NOT add to
they go to heaven) that is not supported by the Bible.or change the Bible less one be eternally condemned. I
They needed funds to support the building of theirneeded to make my mind up if I should keep following
churches and some even sold extra indulgences tosomething against the Bible or stand up. I have been
those wanting their family and friends out early. Built onaccused of being too literal, but Jesus said Himself
deceit and lies, the popes kept going. The Bible saysevery word to the smallest curve was true, so that
once you die, that is it, your fate has been decided bytells me I have to be literal and I am very happy to be. I
God, not man. Priests claim to "absolve" you of youram so blessed to have had the veil lifted and God
sin. No, only going through Jesus Christ can thatallowing me to see what I was searching for. From the
happen.beginning of the Catholic church there has been a
I had a discussion with "Father" Dee about the manypower struggle and Reformation and now I understand
issues I found. But first on the note of "Father," it readswhy. They changed and added too much.
in Matthew 23:8 Jesus is explaining to the disciplesI have been hearing other's stories on how they
when teaching, to NOT call anyone Father but theconfronted their priests and one said the priest pretty
Father in heaven. Yes, we call our father who raisedwell told him to shut up. Another told a different young
us father, but this was specifically discussing thoseman to not bring such charismatic stuff to this
who taught God's word. One of the first thingscongregation or else... Wow, sounds like a threat to me.
discussed with "Father" Dee was communion. InThe reasons behind a man of God with true love and
Hebrews 10:10 it says we have been made holyinterest in teaching God's truth acting this way is
through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ oncebeyond me. Sounds like a power thing and that is the
for all. Once you fall away, Hebrews says you cannotfact of history. Some others at this Catholic church I
come back because it is like sacrificing Jesus over andjust moved from are now moving on too. I have heard
over again and that is impossible. So then, I asked whysome are blaming the priest and wanting him to leave,
it was that Catholics turn the bread and wine into thebut in truth, it is not his fault. He is just following what he
body and blood of Christ and say, "We offer up thiswas taught.
sacrifice to you oh Lord." "Father" Dee's response wasCatholics do not ever carry their Bibles to church. It
that we just remember what Jesus did for us. Yes,seems to me that they only trust what man has to
we are suppose to remember, but that still is notsay instead of God completely. Many years ago the
answering my question as to why is the bread andmass was said in Latin because they knew many did
wine changed to the actual body of Christ andnot understand the language of that time frame. They
sacrificed.created their own creeds and books and forbid people
The next thing I asked was why do Catholics thinkto have Bibles. They were afraid people would find out
praying to dead saints and Mary can help them. Whythe truth and they would lose their power. All of this
not go straight to God? All over in the Bible it says thatinformation is not something I made up, read for
there is ONE mediator between God and man andyourselves. It amazes me how cruel some can be
that is Jesus Christ. Acts 10:25 reads where evenwhen they discover someone is seeking the Lord. I
Peter makes Cornelius stand up from bending tounderstand how my sister-in-law felt ( and feels ) and
worship him and says, "I am but a man." So to me, noam saddened by the lack of love some Catholics
man should be bowed down to.show when you no longer are in their "circle." And by
1 Corinthians 15:56 reads that God gives us victoryusing the term "catholic," it probably seems I am just
through Jesus Christ - does not say man or dead man.targeting them, but it is all I ever knew and the only
Galatians 4:19 says there is no mediator when ONE"personal" religion I can use in comparison.
party is involved - Jesus Christ (referring to the priestsSomeone told me not long ago that I have to be
before Jesus was sacrificed once for all who wentcareful on what I read in the Bible. I almost had to laugh
into the holy of holies to ask God's forgiveness for ourout loud when this individual told me, after asking her if
sins). Ephesians 1:7 and 2:18 discuss One Mediator. 1she ever read any of the Bible, that she had not.
Timothy 2:5 says there is ONE God, the is also ONESomeone who has studied, read, took notes, searched,
mediator. Hebrews 7:25 and just all over in Hebrews itand found being told to be careful by someone who
says this. 1 John 2:1 says when we commit sin wehas not touched it. How prejudice and wrong that is.
have an Advocate - Jesus Christ, not man or anySome people really must be scared of what they will
priest. Why did the Catholics change God's word tofind out. I know it seems good to stay in your comfort
benefit themself is what I am wondering.zone and that is to each one's choice, but those who
"Father" Dee's response, and I quote, was, "Well, wewant to seek and find, should not be hindered or made
are leaning against that (praying to the saints) now. It isfun of. That kind of behavior is not God-like and that is
just like going to visit President Lincoln's memorial andanother reason I walked away. God says to build one
you see his statue sitting there in that chair and areanother up and to not tear down and I want to be a
reminded of what he did for our country. Likewise, wepart of building up and encouraging. I want to do what
are reminded of the saints and what they did for usGod wants me to do, not what other's want me to do.
and we should live lives like them", I said the wordI pray that whoever reads this article that they too will
exactly and asked him why then did Catholics pray tofind some answers to those questions on faith,
dead saints to help them. He pretty well brushed mebaptism, communion, Mary, and Jesus Christ. I know, as
off and two weeks later in mass was saying, "LetsI was once in there, that it is hard to find out what we
pray to the saints that they blah blah blah...".have been taught might be wrong. I know how easy it
At that point, especially after the rest of theis to say to someone else that they are wrong and I
conversation I will explain further, I felt the trueam right. But, keep an open mind and before you
deception and brushing me off and my heart sunk. Ijudge, find out for yourself. God says we are to know
felt like he was just telling me things to pacify theHis word and follow His example and we cannot go
moment and he honestly did not care about the truth.through life without listening to His instructions for us. He
He is just a man infallable as the rest of us. But, it isgives us 168 hours a week and we can at least
written that those who preach and teach God's worddedicate some of that time back to Him. Find out how
will be held more responsible for spreading the correctyou too, can improve your life. God loves you and
Word.wants you to seek Him and His Light. I cannot express
In Matthew 5 it reads that Jesus said every word toenough when I got up from being emersed in water
the smallest curve is true and when I asked him theseand cleansed of all of my sin how great it felt. It was
things and why they claim Mary is still a virgin, theythe right thing to do and as a baby, I could not sin. I
made her the queen of heaven, and claim she waspray whoever you are, that you find Him too. Many
assumed into heaven when the Bible does not supportblessings to all of you!